God, Please don’t let me get attached to those who don’t belong in my life anymore. Don’t let me get close to someone, only to have them taken away from me too soon.
I know I am not supposed to question your ways and I promise I’m not… all I’m asking is that you make it a little easier on me. Don’t let me crave things that aren’t mine. Don’t let me hold on to someone who is not supposed to be in my life.
Don’t let me fall for someone who is ultimately going to break my heart and destroy me. I’ve been struggling with this a lot lately. The wrong person at the wrong time has always been something that has followed me no matter where I go… and I wish it would stop.
I need to meet somebody who is going to be good for me. I need someone who is going to come along at the right time and be available to me. I am slowly losing hope that this is in my future but I pray that it is. I pray for somebody who is going to know how to treat me right.
I grow close to people too easily. My heart gets attached too soon and I end up paying the price. I long for people who end up leaving me and I miss them instead of being happy they’re finally gone from my life, leaving me to heal properly. Please… don’t let me fall head over heels for someone who cannot be mine.
I’ve had my mind play tricks on me, making me think I need something that is not meant for me or good for me. Please, rid me of this temptation. I am really trying to be good and remain hopeful that what’s meant to be will be… I just need a nudge in the right direction.
Bring me closer to people who bring me joy, peace and calm. Keep me close to those who have good intentions for me and don’t need anything from me other than my companionship. Help me keep those people in my life and say goodbye to those who keep me up at night, wondering if they belong in my world.
