‘I thought I gonna die’ NTV journalist cries out

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Depression cases have been on the rise in recent days. Many people are going through a lot of pain and decide to remain quiet and hence end up in depression.

The crossover host, Grace Ekirapa has shared her thoughts about pain through her Instagram account. She said that she has been thinking about the whole issue of pain since its something she has been through. She also said that she at one point in life thought she was to die due to too much pain in life.

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PAIN PART 1 So I have been meditating on this thing called pain for a while now and the truth is, this is a reality for so many people. We have very strong looking, well dressed and all glammed up people walking around like everything is okay while the truth is they are dying inside. Pain is like a drug that is meant to give u a high. When you are right in the middle of it, it’s very easy to do things that would shock u later and it’s unfortunate we have become very good at judging guys who have gotten hooked to certain things but if only we understood where they are coming from. Don’t be the first to cast a stone on to somebody because their pain led them to what in your eyes is evil or unacceptable instead be that shoulder and that comfort they need and watch that person heal and become the person God wants them to become. .#painreversed

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She wrote; “So I have been meditating on this thing called pain for a while now and the truth is, this is a reality for so many people. We have very strong looking, well dressed and all glammed up people walking around like everything is okay while the truth is they are dying inside. Pain is like a drug that is meant to give u a high.

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When you are right in the middle of it, it’s very easy to do things that would shock u later and it’s unfortunate we have become very good at judging guys who have gotten hooked to certain things but if only we understood where they are coming from. Don’t be the first to cast a stone on to somebody because their pain led them to what in your eyes is evil or unacceptable instead be that shoulder and that comfort they need and watch that person heal and become the person God wants them to become.”

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Grace has been through pain especially when she loved a guy who never loved her back. She had previously shared her heartbreaking story; “Have you ever been in a relationship but clearly you are in it alone?? Well, for the longest time I was in a relationship with the man of my dreams, then. I truly thought it was a fairy tale. The only thing I forgot to see was that he was the man of my dreams but I wasn’t his.

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I loved him and respected him as well as I knew how. I didn’t care whether he reciprocated and this was because I fell in love with him more than anything else. It was so crazy that I would look forward to just being around him even if he did not speak to me. I spoke about him to everybody who knew me and I’m sure they thought I was crazy. The relationship was one-sided and only worked on his terms but I was too blind to see because I was in love.

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I communicated so often but he only responded when he had nothing to do. I bought the best gifts, and with the only money I had, sometimes. but to him, I was just another girl in love and I would get over it. He came first to me but for him, I was never first. Today I look at this and I reflect on our relationship with God. He is the one on the relationship that loves us unconditionally.

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We dictate how the relationship runs and only talk to Him when we have nothing else to do. We spend time with Him when we have run out of plots. We give to Him what we don’t even treasure. We don’t speak about him to everybody. I don’t know who you are out Thea but I know the pain of loving somebody who does not love you back nor appreciates.

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I’m not saying God will cry or leave as I did but what I’m saying is, work on your relationship now. Don’t miss out on the chance to love God back now while you still can. This is the time to adore Him even if your heart is heavy because He will lift the heaviness. God bless you as you reflect on the Unconditional Love.”

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