Kanze Dena has on a few occasions talked about the death of her first born years ago, but she is yet to overcome the loss.
In the past, Kanze had talked in detail about what transpired before her daughter died.
“She woke up at night, the one thing that stood out that my mum keeps saying is she never used to pass stool in the night.
But this particular night, she woke up and she passed stool. Normally, when she woke up she would be playful but this night she just lay still.”
Kanze’s mum panicked, she tried to wake her up.
“The baby came back to life, smiled at my mum and passed out.Since then my greatest fear is handling a 0 to 3 month old baby.”
During a recent interview with parents magazine Kanze opened up on how her loss also affected her relationship with Lulu Hassan.
“When Lulu had her second born, I was like let me do this. Unknown to her I pulled out to date.
She never figured out why I pulled out.
To date me and her last born have never bonded as much as her first born. That is because I pulled out. It really got to me.
At some point I found myself always crying I figured the best thing was to stay away. To date I still cannot handle a 0 to 3 months baby.”