Diamond Platnumz Ex lover Hawa Mayoka has revealed the hardships that she went through which caused her to contemplate suicide.
The Artist has been on a rough path and at some point she says that she felt like she had enough of the suffering.
Speaking to Wasafi Tv, Hawa reveals that relationships with men is one of the factors that contributed to her alcoholism.
The Singer says that she had big dreams which were apparently shuttered even before she broke out of her comfort zone.
Hawa narrated how her friends used and dumped her and this made her loose her self esteem and confidence to stand tall and face the world.
The Singer also mentioned that after her break up with Diamond, the relationships that followed ended up on a bitter path.
Hawa says that the hurt began after her split with Diamond Platnumz, someone she was deeply in love with.
In details of what exactly happened,Hawa said that she had to walk out of the relationship for being overly jealous.
She later on got into another relationship with a man who abandoned her when she got pregnant.
Even though she had promised not to walk on that road again, Hawa says that she met a humble man and she thought that was her paradise.
Life got tough after their marriage and the husband told her he had to leave ins search for an income. Hawa reveals that the man never came back till date.
It is at this point that she saw her world crumbling and was so full of thought.
Hawa says that she thought of taking her own life but she thanks God that it never got to that point.
In line to love and relationship, Hawa says that she has lost hope in love and she is really glad that she walked out of alcoholism.